So, when I finished my high school I applied to college in the US. At that point my plan was primarily to learn stuff about American culture, understand it, so that I wouldn't seem too foreign to her. I entered Canisius College, Buffalo, NY. That school wasn't very fancy, but that's all where I could get without major preparation, passing SATs and stuff like that. For my second year I transferred to Boston College. Now I am a student here, and I like it so far. I still want to make it all the way to the top, so I've already applied to transfer to UC Berkeley for the next year. Hopefully I can get in, and obviously that would be another good leap towards Chloë. I should mention, by the way, that I live in Vladivostok, it's literally on the other side of the planet from the States, so it's a good progress so far, I guess. And in case you want to know, I major in computer science.
The other part of my plan right now is to gain financial independence from my parents. Because without that I can't take myself seriously, so obviously Chloë wouldn't either. As soon as I am set with it I will try and meet her to express my feelings and then my fate will depend on her.
What else can I say… When I say that Chloë is beautiful, you should understand the weight behind those words, because being Russian I know a lot of really beautiful girls and I compare Chloë to them. I don't want sound racist or offend anyone, there are a lot of nice American girls, but Russian girls are so much more beautiful on average, it's just how it is. There are particular historic reasons for that. And I can swear to god I have never seen a girl even half as beautiful as Chloë, even in Russia. When my American friends see photos of my female Russian friends they really go crazy, asking me how the hell I never tried my luck with them. The silly part is that I very well could, they like me and it could totally happen, but ever since I saw Chloë I just can't think of any other girl. So I can definitely relate to >>113074
, it is a curse. A curse I would never choose to live without though.
It is important to stress once more that for many Chloë's career is secondary. She is an outstanding actress and I am incredibly proud and happy to see what she has achieved. But I love her as a person, and her personality matters to me most of all. Even more than her external beauty. For external beauty is physical and sort of superficial, when the inner beauty is much deeper and wonderful. What I like most in her appearance though is her eyes because that's exactly what links her beauty to her soul. And her eyes surpass any other eyes in their beauty by light years.